6 Voices, 4 Stations, 1 Person

Hello everyone!!

So I didnt get much sleep last night and for some crazy reason I'm in this mood to share a little more about me. A few posts ago I wrote about my depression and how things in my life are without my meds and all that good stuff. well this time i wanted to explain a little more about the craziness that is in my mind. As the title says 6,4,1.

6Voices:
I have 6 different personalities. Luckily, the meds suppress them. I have Fun Flirty Aidin. Sporty Aidin. Sexy Sultry Aidin. Business-like Aidin. Silly Aidin. And finally Crazy Depressed Aidin
Fun Flirty Aidin is a side of me that like to have fun and play around. Sporty Aidin isnt seen much...I'm just not that sporty. Sexy Sultry Aidin likes coming out lately...she likes to dress up and get attention. Business-Like Aidin is how I am at work or when I want to get things done. No nonsense, messing around kinda thing. Silly Aidin is seen too much, she is the one that likes to fool around. Crazy-Depressed Aidin is suppressed with all the different meds I'm on. She's not a good person to be seen.....she's phyco!

4Stations:
The 4 different stations is a strange thing in my head. I have the Talk Show, The Movie Channel, The PRBS (Puerto Rican Broadcast Station), and The XM Radio.
The Talk Show is where the different personalities are always talking. Plus Shannon is in there somewhere telling me to quiet doubting myself or something.
The Movie Channel is where I have movies playing at an almost constant play. Someone can say a line or something like that and I can have a movie in my head.
The PRBS, well that's the part of my brain where I can see TV shows all the time. Like TMC say a line and I can think of a show.
The XM Radio....hehehe I have music playing in my head so much.
So you can see why i have trouble sleeping. All of these stations playing pretty much at one time would drive a lot of people nuts.

1 Person:
I'm only one person and I have a lot of mental problems. I'm not handicapped or anything like that but it can get in the way. I've been dealing with this for years and I know it's not something most people talk about but I felt like I should express myself a little more. Actually I think I'm doing this post because of lack of sleep and a caffeine high. I want every0one to know that's ok. You're not crazy, as society will have people think, but different. My doctor has told me it's ok the have the different voices in your head as long as 1) you dont listen to them and 2) you dont name them. I think i'm doing good in that realm.

So there you go, a little more inside my head. Hope it entertained you.