OMG! I cannot begin to tell you how much has changed in my life since the last real post on here. I now live on my own. I'm going to school. I'm looking forward for life.
I've been in and out of relationships and I've had jobs but somehow that makes me ok because I know something is going to happen. I don't know what it is yet but I know something will happen.
I have made a choice to go back to my writing, blogging, vlogging and other creative things. I'm going to be making my jewelries again. I want to go back to doing the things I love.
I'm happy for my friends. I know I can bitch a lot but they stick by me. Right now they are helping me with a breakdown..
I'm dealing with a family issue which doesn't look like will be as easy as it once was when the idea was first introduced. I swear, some times I want to smack people but my mom made a good point. I have a lot of problems already, do I really want to add the responsibilities of another person? It's hard enough to take care of myself and Jeremiah. I want to help my family because I want them to be able to help me one day but this is a big jump.
I will say one thing: it's so peaceful not having anyone to tell me what to do in my house. I clean when I want and I don't have to cook and I don't want too. Jeremiah is easy for dinner. He mostly eats chicken patties and mac and cheese. The only thing I have to make sure that's in the fridge is milk and string cheese....and Pepsi for me.
This is making me feel better. I want to get back into writing stories and poems. Maybe work on making videos again. I want to find my hobbies and keep them around. It makes me so happy. I'm calm and it is so me. I'm able to get out my problems through my writing and my jewelry just helps show my other creative side.
I can tell as I'm writing, even if it sounds like jibberish, it's making me feel better. I'm getting my emotions out it's so helpful.
*sigh*
Aidin
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Nice work!
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