Music....20 Years later

Ok so 20 years ago I was listening to bands everyone called 'hair bands'. I still listen to that kind of music. Give me a guitarist, drummer, bassist and lead singer and I'm there!

Sorry but this was the first band that came to mind.

 

So 20 some odd years ago I was listening to these kinds of bands and this music. I still do and can still remember pretty much all the words.

But a few months a go a friend of mine introduced me to this band and I was thinking this is the sound of the next generation.

To me there isn't much difference between the two bands. Twisted Sister wore loud clothes and loud make up and played awesome music for that time frame. Black Veil Bride is what now would say is the Emo/Goth kind of music. The dress in black leather, black marking and play music for the listeners of this time frame.

OK I tried to add their videos but for some reason I'm having technical issues. Just look them up on YouTube.

When your ex says "you wont find anyone like me" you say "that's that point"

I sit by the phone for the call
I know that will never come.
I stay up waiting for the moment you say you're outside my door
But I know it will never happen.

You say so much crap
And I'm such a fool for believing you
You make me sound like I'm at fault
But you haven't seen yourself in the mirror

I wore my heart on my sleeve
Boy was that a mistake
I cared too much
You too advantage of that

When you're gone
I'll be ok
You're not the only one out there for me
I know one day I will find him

Go ahead and keep playing your games
Hang up that phone when things don't go your way
Walk out the door when I get tired of hearing you repeat my mistakes
I won't let you keep doing this to me

Some day will come
And I will not be here for you to bitch at
I hope the next one treats you the way you did me
You'll soon find out I was what you needed.

Too bad, so sad
I'm not going to keep shedding a tear for you
When you find what you're looking for
You'll see you already had it and lost it


I've been seeing a guy for almost 2 months and in that time I've managed to be brought down to feel like I'm beneath him. I'm not. If he can't see the good he has with him now then he'll regret it when he loses it. Fight back, girls. Guys can be jerks but there is always someone better out there.

Spring Break

Ah the wonderful week that children all over the US call Spring Break. Most spend it at the beach or the pools because the time in the cold with snow surrounding them. However, this Winter, we've had an early Spring....HA! (stupid groundhog you were wrong!)

I was at one point trying to make plans to spend the week with two of my cousins from Texas but plans fell through. So I made plans to take Jeremiah to a public pool not too far from Arcadia. So far those plans are going good but he's sick so we're playing this by ear.

So right now, I know this is kinda short but I have to do somethings, I'm planning on just sitting around the house and making some gentle time with my son. I have a popcorn maker and lots of juice so Netflix will be used a lot.

Enjoy your Spring Break! Smile, laugh and try not to do anything stupid. :D

Aidin's World

OMG! I cannot begin to tell you how much has changed in my life since the last real post on here. I now live on my own. I'm going to school. I'm looking forward for life.

I've been in and out of relationships and I've had jobs but somehow that makes me ok because I know something is going to happen. I don't know what it is yet but I know something will happen.

I have made a choice to go back to my writing, blogging, vlogging and other creative things. I'm going to be making my jewelries again. I want to go back to doing the things I love.

I'm happy for my friends. I know I can bitch a lot but they stick by me. Right now they are helping me with a breakdown..

I'm dealing with a family issue which doesn't look like will be as easy as it once was when the idea was first introduced. I swear, some times I want to smack people but my mom made a good point. I have a lot of problems already, do I really want to add the responsibilities of another person? It's hard enough to take care of myself and Jeremiah. I want to help my family because I want them to be able to help me one day but this is a big jump.

I will say one thing: it's so peaceful not having anyone to tell me what to do in my house. I clean when I want and I don't have to cook and I don't want too. Jeremiah is easy for dinner. He mostly eats chicken patties and mac and cheese. The only thing I have to make sure that's in the fridge is milk and string cheese....and Pepsi for me.

This is making me feel better. I want to get back into writing stories and poems. Maybe work on making videos again. I want to find my hobbies and keep them around. It makes me so happy. I'm calm and it is so me. I'm able to get out my problems through my writing and my jewelry just helps show my other creative side.

I can tell as I'm writing, even if it sounds like jibberish, it's making me feel better. I'm getting my emotions out it's so helpful.

*sigh*

Aidin

Blood on the Dance Floor - "BEWITCHED" - Official Music Video - featurin...

Good song. Great band!