Here we go again...

So if you haven't noticed I'll spill the beans. I didn't do a Manic Monday this week. I was doing it as something dumb to do every week but no one ever commented on it so I gave up. Actually what happened was that I had too much on my mind this week that I totally forgot about Monday and when i did think about it, I didn't care. This last week has been very stressful to me and everything that has happened to me has driven me to the point of: mess with me and I'll hurt you. Between school, Jeremiah, my parents, Jeremiah's father and trying to have a social life I'm stretched thin. I think also on top of everything, my stress level has finally gotten to high that my body is kicking my butt. I when to the doctor the other day because I was having trouble sitting, standing or just moving. Come to find out I had a massive back spasm and my entire spinal cord was inflamed. I left the office thinking: I'm too young to feel this old. I have a bad back, knees, ankles, wrists, neck, and massive headaches. I wish I was lying but it's so true. Sorry if this post is me complaining about eveything but I wanted to let people know (whomever actually reads this) that I'm not ignoring it it's just that I have so much going on this week.